Rage

Today I feel somewhat disappointed with people whom I have contributed for their education, when they were children and I was an adolescent, full of dreams and with an entire life in front of me.

That´s four of my cousins, two boys, two girls.

I tried to show them the importance of love, respect, integrity, purety (specially the girls) , love for Nature and Animals, love for truth, no matter what.

They are now early fourty´s and I see that only the boys have never forgotten what I tried to do for them. They still remember many things, small details, showing how important it was. Our mothers were sisters and they do not have the time to pay all the attention to our education and I wished they could know many things about life, so that they could be prepared when the moments arrived.

Yesterday I spoke to my cousin Margarida and as I was more sensible than usual, I was a bit nasty and told her to knock another door...

I feel sad, because I love them and I always will...